When we moved to Florida back in June, January seemed so far away. I remember thinking, Ryan and I will have so much time together before his first deployment since he isn't leaving until January! We have had a lot of time, and for that I am very grateful, but then again the time we have had would never be enough. I will never be "ready" for deployment. The time has definitely crept up on me and now that it's finally hit me, the thought of him leaving feels like someone knocking the breath out of me. Ryan and I spent a long time in a long distance relationship but we were always able to talk to each other each night. I think that will be one of the hardest things to get used to. It'll be an interesting time for us and I pray that it goes smoothly.
I am very thankful that I am able to go home to my family and friends during this time. I know you all will help me through. As much as I am dreading the near future, I am also looking forward to seeing everyone at home.
As for now, I will continue to smile and stay strong because I've learned that that's just what you have to do as a Navy wife.
Having grown up in a career military family, I experienced numerous seperations.
ReplyDeleteI realize of course, that it will be much different as a spouse as opposed to being a child.
The time will go much faster if you use it to explore new interests and oportunities rather than dweling on the seperation.
Charlie
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Time apart does make the heart grow fonder.
I'm sure it was just as difficult for you as a child. I bet once I get home with my family and friends the time will pass much faster. I am trying my hardest to not dwell on the separation. That will make it worse. Thank you for the words of wisdom :)
ReplyDeleteI agree with you. You are never ready for depolyments. And I think its even harder at times when you cant talk about when they are leavin or coming back. But it is the greatest feeling when they come back you get butterflies makes the love even stronger! Just know if you ever need anything let me know:)
ReplyDeleteI agree, it definitely sucks that we can't talk to our family and friends about what is going on. It really makes me feel alone sometimes. That's why I'm so grateful for the wives that I have met here! I'm really looking forward to their return and those giddy feelings!! I bet it will be beyond words wonderful! Thank you :) I really appreciate it! The same goes for you too of course! :)
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